So as usual, im questioning everything in my life. Will I ever be good enough for anyone? Am I always going to be the person that I am now? I pride myself in being a good mother, but all of the criticism I am receiving here lately, I feel like I am a failure in everything that I do. I am being torn apart and thrown in multiple directions. I dont enjoy feeling that I will never accomplish everything that I have to do. My world is my daughter. I do not need relationships with men to make me happy. I am an independent woman that wants to provide for myself and my child on my own. I know there will be some point in which i will crash and  need to rest, but i am going to try to avoid it as long as possible. I am doing everything to get by best friend back. The day that I get my little girl back home will be the best day for me. At that moment, everything will be perfect. I cannot wait for that day. To never have to hear her ask me why she cant come home again. I want to give her the best life possible. That is my goal, as long as I live